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by Melanie Horsnell

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my heart just wants to fall in love i keep telling it no but it won't listen just like a child who runs out on the road cars flying past i get so worried don't hurt it but what to do it knows i'm a fool it trusts everything but is that so bad? its young and its free to believe anything it just wants to sing and lay in some warm loving arms do do do do do do my heart just wants to fall in love i keep telling it no but it thinks i'm silly, silly billy mama you've got to let it go it'll do just what it likes, so you better, better let her fly to the moon skip through the stars picnic on mars on sweets and champagne grateful will she be for the key to live out her dreams of kisses and warm loving arms mmmmmm my heart just wants to fall in love i keep telling it no but it won't listen won't listen
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if we can't be together it will be very hard i cried so much last night just thinking about what we'd miss out on if we could only try to push out thru another storm do you think we'd find a beach somewhere to lay upon cause there'd be sun and mornings full of kisses scattered everywhere and we'd remember what it was like when we first met before our silly heads had to decide don't say its too far gone to give another try we've made mistakes which now are clearer from the other side we forgot that we are people not just pawns of life and paying bills is nothing compared with making the other smile cause we've had fun on long forgotten evenings before we had a care and we both always wanted the other person there to show them all the wonders we had found there was sun and mornings full of kisses scattered everywhere and late for work i'd tumble out with tousled hair wishing off the hours to come back home if we can't be together it will be very hard i cried so much last night just thinking about what we'd miss out on if we could only try to push out thru another storm do you think we'd find a beach somewhere to lay upon in the sun with mornings full of kisses scattered everywhere and we'd remember what it was like when we first met before our silly heads had to decide
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piles of clothes piling high i have no idea why millions of letters on the ground i don't know what i have done somewhere wrestled in a dream i find a make believe scene making believe it is true i came close to you you come in from the longest night and i will soothe your tired ears the soft sound of a sleeping child the warm breath of a mother dear now i think that it is true and i dream all day of you lay in the bath my head in clouds drowning in this love of ours i pull the women from your hair i wipe the worries from your brow take all the noises from the air you don't have to worry now you come in from the longest night and i will soothe your tired ears the soft sound of a sleeping child the warm breath of a mother dear you'll lay your head beside me and dream of dreams we both can see white washed walls in summer light golden hours after night an all around we'll keep the quiet flowers on the window sill you turn to me and kiss my eyes i love you and i always will i wish i wish i wish it true i wish one day i'd be with you
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new born child endless prize ain't you sweet aint you sweet tiny fingers tiny whispers breathlessly breathlessly made from loving made from life aint you sweet aint you sweet see you crying here you sighing aint you sweet aint you sweet came from nothing you are something else indeed your my need holy water undiscovered aint you sweet aint you sweet just when i was down on myself just when i was almost over just when i was turning over there you go and show your face do do do precious child water sign aint you sweet aint you sweet sleepy smile god inside amazingly faithfully small and humble peace and quiet aint you sweet aint you sweet
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already cut to the bone waking up feeling like stone lying to make you feel better is something i know is wrong its harder i feel so alone with someone i used to call home we're breaking our backs for each other while knowing the tide is gone and you were so fine but my love is dearer and beauty is blind but i can see clearer and so comes the time for goodbye i'm sorry making up reasons to keep trailing this ghost in my sleep tired of all that is over i'm hoping you understand straight up i'll say what i mean its hard though i live in a dream but actions are louder than poems i'm taking off again and you were so fine but my love is dearer and beauty is blind but i can see clearer and so comes the time for goodbye i'm sorry
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endless joke 02:51
its an endless joke why do i always have to go home to myself and whisper sweet nothings for noone to hear i sit on the floor and i stare at the sky i see the moon and i wish i could try to imagine somebody else down the line picking it up hearing me cry i hear the voice but i can't see his face i imagine him here lying in that place his name fails me, have i met him before? but i know iknow i know that he's mine its not really so bad in this silence my pencil scratches on the paper the words that i think and i know you'l hear this one day you'll hear what i say and go hey she was talking about me and i hadn't noticed her yet how did she see what we were to be but then you'll be holding me in your arms and we'll be there laughing that we knew it all along how we were once both all alone lost and lonely looking for home but we knew we knew we knew it was there all the time but i'm back now in this empty room and i sigh becuase your still so far away so i'll drink a glass of wine and eat weetbix for tea fall asleep on the seat in front of the tv and know know know you are waiting somewhere out there for me for me for me
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see you soon 01:48
the phone rings on a sunday morn hello how are you? i'm fine hows that place treating you its alright most of the time but the nights are lonely now can't even go out somehow i lock myself into my room and wish that i could see you soon a letter lands on my doorstep when i read it i think i'm no longer alone i miss you, i love you you know so when are you coming back home? and my eyes fill up with clouds i wish i was there right now but you know i've gotta catch that moon i hope i still can see you soon believe in me, swear i 'll never let you down i'll get what i want, i only wanna make you proud have faith in me please, can you do this for cause its all that i need. mm ya da da
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6am, hello dear diary i wish he was hear with me to look at the sun cafe 8, breakfast in bed again if bed was a pelican, following you and i was waiting for the bus i was waiting for the bus to come and take me away and if you wanted me near you'd say wanted me hear and i would surely have stayed 12 oclock, walking bayswater road my shoes are getting old there losing their soles 3pm, wishing of you again like some old mother hen with comfortable dreams and i was waiting for the bus i was waiting for the bus to come and take me away and if you wanted me near you'd say wanted me hear and i would surely have stayed tennis tennis tennis is for people who like playing games but i'm sorry, i'll always let you win 8am, hello dear diary i wish he was here with me to look at the sun work at 9 again why can't it ever be just like in a movie say where is the love and i was waiting for the bus i was waiting for the bus to come and take me away and if you wanted me near you'd say wanted me hear and i would surely have stayed
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i'm sorry if i cried but i was disillusioned by the fact you didn't wait you see the fact you didn't wait for me no matter what city i went thru it was you that i looked forward to so if the times were bad you were the best thought that i had now i see you every day i can't take it i can't stay i keep thinking you'll turn around and smile but you let me down what can i do how can i feel still my love you always steal a little push a little tug still my heart begins to thud i'm sorry if i cried but i was disillusioned by..
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i feel so dumb i'm such a fool worse than falling off a stool as if i could ever be cool i think i'll runaway to china why is it when i try to speak my vocal chords turn all weak all that sounds is a little squeak i think i'll run away to china i'll live up on a mountainside in a cottage made for one play solitaire for fun and win at scrabble no one there to laugh at me when i get it wrong i'll play my little song no one to anger i always put my foot in it i try real hard but i can't fit i walk thru life a great big twit i think i'll runaway to china why must i hang my head in shame originalitys to blame do i really have to be the same i think i'll runaway to china i'll live up on a mountainside in a cottage made for one play solitaire for fun and win at scrabble no one there to laugh at me when i get it wrong i'll play my little song no one to anger
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do you look at me creeping thru my eyes so secretly running thru my head ticking off my thoughts in read it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain i'm never going feel this way again so take me out in the wind blow away my pain out and let me swim in the pouring rain sudden starts the storm in the darkness hides the breaking dawn don't know where i am but i'm coming round again it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain i'm never going feel this way again so take me out in the wind blow away my pain out and let me swim in the pouring rain oh oh oh going round the bend raving madness driving to the end pull into a spin burning out the fire within it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain i'm never going feel this way again so take me out in the way blow away my pain out and let me swim in the pouring rain shivers in my feet battling the morning heat open up the blind letting in the light it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain it's a hundred degrees in the pouring rain
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selfish one 02:51
if it's my way i'm the selfish one, i won't bother you another day i won't ask for love i promise i'll leave you alone if it's my way i'm the selfish one i won't ask from you anything i won't take from you anything i won't ask for love or event the way to get home so does everybody have the same old worry try to please themselves and everybody else giving half you can never enough for them give it all, and i always lose who i am i'm feeling sick from these angry words don't take me down with what you say don't speak to me, i'll bury myself anyway
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10 reasons 02:35
they gave me ten reasons, ten reasons each why they loved each other they both sat to think letting words tumble out and some were first thoughts some were to please some were from friends do you remember what you told me about him you said you liked his arms and he says he likes the way that you talked and she smiles too much when they speak on the phone and he sits proudly watching her cross the room one way ticket leaving alone they caught each other and found a new home they gave me ten reasons, ten reasons each why they loved each other and here they are standing with light in their eyes lost in there thoughts being together both unaware that we see it too we were taught when we were young don't worry sweetheart one day it'll come you'll find a love as rare as a pearl even in waters half way cross the world one way ticket leaving alone they caught each other and found a new home
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MISTER ACCIDENTAL its been ages since i sat on the beach and cried but i its been ages since i sat on the beach and cried but i drove down there last night turned off the lights turned up the radio and sang the saddest song i know to the hanging moon and its catching star so near yet so far hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart i’ve got way too many things to do than sit around and think of you i’ve made a list and i’ll follow through in the distracting moments i’ll unglue my eyes from thoughts of your gaze my life from this stupid maze of throwing my heart up till it sticks there’s much more important things than this hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart hey mister accidental you accidently made me cry hey mister accidental you accidently made me cry it was so lovely to meet you, lay in your arms and sigh it was so lovely to meet you, lay in your arms and sigh whoa, yeah, yeah i’ve played this song a hundred times written over all the spare paper i could fi nd i sat on the end of my bed and cried looked out at the moon and asked it why looking in my pocket for spare change hoping to see you again mister accidental hey mister... hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall hey mister accidental you accidently made me fall all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart all i did was take off your hat and shoes and you’ve taken off with my heart hey mister accidental you accidently made me cry hey mister accidental you accidently made me cry it was so lovely to meet you, lay in your arms and sigh it was so lovely to meet you, lay in your arms and sigh do you know how sweet you really are know your lips divine i’d drink water everyday if you could be my wine hey mister accidental say you’ll come back soon make up your mind be mine is much to ask of you...
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AFTERNOON The afternoon where I sit is coloured yellow. The afternoon where I sit is coloured green. The school bus on dirt rumbles up Tantawangalo Mountain road. I bathe in the light of a computer screen. The geese don't come in yet, they don't go to bed till seven. In the meeting, I pretended to take some notes. I've still got some work to do out in the garden. Really, I was writing poems on my phone. I sit at the table instead of putting clothes away. Now I need to see if I can remember what was said. I lazily eye the ceiling where a fly tries to escape. It's never that important in the end. From here, halfway up the hill, the clouds look like those in Chinese paintings. I should try to concentrate on this email to my boss. I'm too shy to tell you of the thoughts that I've been having. I don't have time for any other thoughts. This is my quiet time before the sensible evening brings How I wish I could get lost in poetry and dreams! cockatoos squawking, cooking, folding and stories. Poets know exactly where to kiss, it seems, Till then it's my time, nose to paper to make the simplest story come alive. Pen to mind unwinding for you the afternoon. It's time for going home now, half past five.

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This is an album of demos that I have recorded over time, some have been redone and put on the albums, some are just as they are..

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released January 1, 2012

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Melanie Horsnell Candelo, Australia

“A promise of a softly lit afternoon in the company of Melanie Horsnell… with a voice of the utmost delicateness… ”
— Bernard Zuel, The Sydney Morning Herald & The Age

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